Average/ Above Average

Recently one of my friend posted on Facebook about someone being above average and hence looking for partners in the above average demography. That made me thinking where do I belong in that demography.

Personally (or in a politically correct way!), I think none belongs to the "absolutely average" category. People are generally good at something and suck at some other things. The question is, when judging someone, do you count those things?  Think of the Big Bang boys... doing cool science and at the same time suck at social interaction.

For myself, I think I am average in most of the stuffs. But at the same time, I try to be hard-working and sincere in things that I love and also push myself to raise the bar everyday.

Love!

This is a serious confession to myself.... I have never realized that before...Now it seems so true... I never loved anyone except myself (Narcissistic! I know!)... I just loved the idea of loving someone but never loved someone!

Random Note

Till now, I work because I like what do. I just don't want to turn myself into another money-making-bill-paying machine.

3 Big Things

1. Insecurity
2. Inferiority complex
3. Always over-analyzing / Self-conscious / Judgmental

So, I find these are the three big problems that I have when I interact with people.

Strangers make me really uncomfortable because of these. Conversely, when I am with my friends (like real friends), I don't feel these things and that's why I can enjoy the awesome time with them.

Note to Self: Finding satisfaction

Right now, I am meeting so many different people and everyone is doing something different after their day job to find fulfillment from their lives. All these things they are doing seem so attractive that it's easy to fall into the trap of trying to do all these for myself...actually I am standing right on the edge of this trap... I must turn back...

I need to find my own inner peace rather than just imitating others to find satisfaction.... I will have to find my own thing...

Everyone has an unique problem... so the solution should also be unique!